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♥ Friday, May 30, 2008
it's your special day (:


i guess i had never face this issue in front of many people
nothing mentioned on my blog
but i guess everyone would have known by now.



thanks for all the memories, good or bad.
all the things that we've gone through (:

never forget the 2 special people who brought you here on this special day,
and i once made a promise on my own, that you'll again, never know.
but i believe that man of your life heard it.
im sorry to him that i cant do what i promised anymore.

i dont think how you're treating me now, ever matters anymore
and i dont care why you're doing this to me
but you've chose your own way
regardless of whether in the future, should i be anywhere near you
you still have my blessings (:





HAPPY BIRTHDAY, DINGREN.
i love you.

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♥ Saturday, May 17, 2008
if this is my only way out...


i wish someone understand me.


what am i?
i cant even show my emotions like everyone else can.
when in fact, i am going through more than many people out there.
but who actually knows ?
i can only put it up all by myself.

and what people know best, is just to point fingers and pick out every tiny flaw of me.
are you of any difference ?
i am not miss perfect.
i am also not anybody's slave.

why are people taking me for granted ?
why do i always have to be the one doing things like a crazy robot ?
have i ever asked for anything ?
what am i getting in return ?

if im no longer here, can i finally put an end to this ?
















i'm only human.
bye world.

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♥ Sunday, May 11, 2008
FCK LOVE.


hello world, ms. depressed is back.


i miss you.
that's all im left to say to you, but nothing really matters anymore.
if there's no love, there's no pain.
then i can smile like everyone else.

but life is contradicting.
everybody needs love, how can i be an exception?
but nobody can love me, because it hurts.


sometimes, i hate myself.
nothing but crap.

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loved; 10:55 PM

it can only be LOVE.


today is a yipee yay yay wonderful day :D
INAUGURATION 2008 is a super duper success !

i love my exco
i love my seniors
i love my juniors

YAYYYYY ! <3


i guess everyone has lots of fun and i heard many interesting stuffs going around
celebrated dearest yeesiong & salny's birthdays, wheeeee.
then went with ba_commers to AL-AMEEN for late lunch
(huiying, samantha, salny, ernie, suern, weixuan, chuhao, benjamin, choy, taolian, xingxian, dingren, qingfu, derek & jeff)

cash studio with some of them.
singing with ba_comm = havoc & fun.
WHOOPEE !

(i wish i can insert emoticons here.)

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♥ Thursday, May 08, 2008
whoopeeee.


wheeee, no IS for 2 weeks in a row.
ISP assignments are like ugh :/
(okay, maybe ALL assignments are the same)

i think something's wrong with my index finger!
it's as if im contracted some weird skin disorder on that very finger only.
oh dear, big EW.
please let it get well, i beg whoever that can help.

jonathan is a super duper nice boyyyy :D
he makes me happy with ice cream, yay!
love ya lots (:


- inauguration 2008 is THREE days !

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♥ Monday, May 05, 2008
and she rants on.


i fell horribly sick over the weekends.
i guess my body decides to break down since recruitment drive is over, but she forgets there's inauguration in less than a week's time!

asthma really sucks big time.
somebody please make me feel better ):
i wanna sleep in peace.



besides the fact that im sick, i was out for both saturday & sunday.

SATURDAY

huiying cannot make it down for meeting
so i made the effort to go down.
exco is doing very fine, whoopee!

fortunately, asthma attacks me only in the nights.
so i went shopping in the day
(that sounds like werewolf or vampire.....)


SUNDAY
met my ISP groupmates for project at ORCHARD ROAD.
singaporeans are unhelpful people, for goodness sake.
feel so disappointed with singaporeans after that afternoon
(hey, im not stereotyping here.)

and jonathan wants me to say: he's very handsome! :D
okay mr sunshine, stick to your bright colours can.

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♥ Thursday, May 01, 2008
It ends off here, period.


It's been such a super duper long time since my last post !
Recruitment Drive 08' is a biggggg success (:
Thanks to everyone involved, WE DID IT !

It's labour day, and I'm stuck at home.
I have officially fallen really really sick.
My throat is super bad, I'm down with flu and fever ):
But lucky it's after Recruitment Drive!



Oh yes, this is my blog, so I guess have the right to say all I want.
I am unhappy to be called an anti-social!
After doing so much, staying so late for many many nights, and now I'm really sick.
What I got is, "Hey, why are you being so anti-social?"

There's only 24 hours in a day, where shall I place my family and other friends?
BA_COMMunications cannot be my life, and I cannot die for it.
For goodness sake, I'm on earth.
I think human beings should be understanding creatures, or else why are they born with feelings?

I AM FEELING HORRIBLE!!!!!

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